1. A Theory That Fits The Facts
The doctor told her the
problem was dysplasia, a relatively small growth on her cervix. “No,” he said,
“it’s not malignant but it has to be removed because sometimes these things
develop into a cancer.”
Maria lowered her
head, closed her eyes. The smell of a hospital nauseated her, and she hated
doctors. And most especially surgery.
“I’ll schedule you
in, uh…two weeks. Meanwhile, since you’re a bleeder we need to get a backup
supply of blood. You might ask your parents.”
“I don’t want to
do this,” Maria said.
“I know, but you
must. This is too risky to ignore. But don’t worry, it’s a routine procedure.
Won’t take long at all.”
When Maria got
home she called her father in Florida. She explained the upcoming surgery and
the doctor’s recommendation. “So I need you to come up here and do what he
wants,” she said. But Giovanni did not
reply.
“Hello? Are you
still there?”
She heard a
clatter, and then the line went dead. She redialed.
“What’s wrong?”
she asked.
“I can’t give you
my blood,” he whispered.
“Why?”
“I can’t tell you,
and that’s it. Don’t press me. Per piacere.”
“Put mom on the
phone.”
“She can’t give
you blood, either.”
“I just don’t
understand what you’re telling me.”
“Mi dispiace,
cara. I’m really sorry. I’ll explain everything. But not now.”
There’s a six hour time
difference between Italy and the US, so when Maria and I talked on the phone
she was in the middle of her day and I was finishing mine. I was on my villa’s
veranda overlooking the village of Forio two kilometers below. The hydrofoil from Naples slowed, settled
into the water, and enter the harbor. The sky was clear; I could see the faint
outline of the island of Ventotene on the horizon.
From the beginning
of the conversation I sensed something serious was up, and I mean besides her
hating to go see the doctor. I also knew that getting the particulars out of
her would, as always, be difficult. It’s just her way. She deals with problems
by going silent. If something bad comes her way, she’ll just pretend it’s not
happening.
“John, I’m totally
confused,” she said. “My father refused to give me his blood for my operation.
I don’t understand it.”
“Maybe he has an
infection,” I said.
“No,” she replied,
“he doesn’t. And mom doesn’t either.”
I heard and felt
the stress in her voice. And fear. I tried to think of a plausible explanation
for her father’s refusal. But nothing came to mind.
The next day in
the shower it became clear. I went naked and dripping into the bedroom and hit
the speed dial button.
“You must have
been adopted,” I told her.
She gasped. “How
could you say such a thing to me!”
“Because it’s a
theory that fits the facts,” I replied. "And besides you asked.”
“No, no, NO. That
can’t be true.”
“Listen, sweetie, you’ve
always said that you are different from everyone in your family. You look
different, you act different. Adoption explains it perfectly.”
“I can’t believe
you are saying this to me. I’ve got to go now.”
“Wait.”
But she hung up.
The next day I called her
house. Columba, Maria’s daughter, answered. She sounded totally stressed. She
said her mom was shut up in her room and wasn’t talking to anyone right now.
Meanwhile, Nonna and Nonno were flying in from Florida and she’ll have to go
pick them up at the Philadelphia airport later that afternoon.
“So what’s going
on, John?” Columba asked. “Why are my grandparents coming? Is something really
wrong with my mom? Is she dying? Is that what the doctor told her?”
“No, Columba, you
mom isn’t dying. It’s just routine surgery and…”
“But something
terrible is going on, I just know it.”
“Did she tell you
that Nonno refused to give blood as backup for her surgery?”
“No, she didn’t
say anything about it. But why would he refuse?”
“I think it’s
because you mom was adopted. Anyway, that’s what I told her when she asked.”
“You’re kidding,
right?”
“Well, I don’t
know it for sure. When your grandparents come, you’ll have to confront them.
Both you and your mom deserve a straight answer.”
As usual I was left with
plenty of time to imagine what was going on in America. I could see grim-faced
Giovanni and grim-faced Restituta, sitting in the back seat of the BMW. Columba
glancing at the rearview mirror, trying to read their expressions. Not daring
to ask them a single question. They’d speak, but only when they were ready.
Finally Columba
told me what she learned. And it wasn’t good. After two solid days of stony
silence Giovanni finally decided it was time, and called a meeting. They
assembled in the living room. Maria, Columba, and Maria’s son, Antonio. Maria’s
husband, Carl, wasn’t there because he was in New York City on a big
construction project.
Yes, Giovanni
admitted, Maria was adopted. In Napoli. Shortly after her birth on January 14,
1964. He intended to keep it a secret forever. He never imagined that it would
ever have to come out. The other day, when Maria asked for his blood, he was so
shocked that he dropped the phone. He knew at that moment he’d have to tell her
the truth.
Giovanni had taken
careful steps to ensure that Maria’s biological mother would never find her
abandoned daughter, if indeed “that woman” ever dared to try. He destroyed the
documents he got from the hospital. Restituta, meanwhile, hid away in her
steamer trunk a rag doll, baby shoes, and a gold necklace with a cross, all of
which came with the baby when they picked her up. Restituta had never intended
to show those things to Maria or anyone else. But now…
When Maria was 11
Giovanni decided to move the family from Ischia to America. That way nobody
would ever be able to track down his daughter. He swore that if any of that
woman’s people tried to get Maria back, well, “a lava of blood will flow
through the streets.”
That woman. Who
was she?
“Sophia Loren,”
Giovanni told them. “She was too busy making her movies to bother with a
daughter.”
“So what’s the part that’s not good?” I asked
Columba.
“Mom has
disappeared. Her backpack is gone. Do you know where she is?”
I thought for a
moment. “The last time she took off she went to her friend Margaret’s house.”
“Yes, I’ve already
called Margaret, but she hasn’t seen her. I’m thinking maybe she’ll come to
Italy to visit you.”
“If she does, I’ll
let you know.”
“Promise?”
“Absolutely.”
Nonno was upset,
she said. She could see him though the kitchen window, sitting out in the back
yard, smoking. She was deeply worried about him. He looked really bad. He kept
lighting up one cigarette after another.
“I know he thinks
something terrible is going to happen to my sister, and that it’ll be all his
fault.”
“I can imagine.”
“This is big. Too
big. I can’t believe it’s happening.”
“You’re sure Nonno
said Sophia Loren?”
“Yes, Sophia
Loren. And I don’t even know who in hell she is.”
“She’s a famous
movie star. An academy award winner.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
“I hate her.”![]()